that was what the conversation i had with mr kum this morning. this is damn shit i tell you. he scared me off! and i started having thoughts if i'm able to have direct promotion. i'm very clear that i did terribly for my CA. i don't want a RE-EXAM! NO NO NOOOO!

what if i'm at a borderline pass? so what if i'm at a borderline fail?

promotional exam results were out yesterday. however, the overall report card will be given out only by next monday. the entire school waited for two weeks! and yet we got to wait for another. #&%*$*@!$ to tell you the truth, i'm more afraid to take a re-exam than to be retained. as for my results...

RAHHH!

i'm hoping to see a confirmation of my direct promotion.

the entire atmosphere in my class has changed gradually. results results results. it's always out to kill students. the crazy fanatic active and most importantly, the smiles! where are they?

i'm officially an OGL. but i may quit anytime i suppose. i don't feel exhilarated upon hearing from felicia that i got in. i don't feel sad at all. i'm soooooo cold blooded. -.-" i hate the process. that's the main reason why im not happy about it at all.

had public speaking course by julia gabriel today. at least, it taught me skills when presenting my oral presentation. talking about this, my group spent 5 hours on those slides, which are not completed yet. booohooo. from 4 people becoming 3, and now, maybe it's gonna to become 2. aaah!

i'm so restless that i can't even think about it anymore.